So how is it that I feel so hurt, guilty, weighed down and like such a failure after being obedient to God's command to be reconciled to my brother (Matt 5)? I asked for forgiveness from my offense and it was granted in word. Then an onslaught of some truth and other 'stuff' came at me. I'm still trying to sort through it all with the Lord. I want to see the feedback that is true and learn from it, but I want to release myself from the issues of the other.
Of course I will continue to be obedient to the Lord, but after my recent experience in doing so, I really am quite hesitant to examine myself. Can any of you relate? I would love to hear your experiences and how our Lord has lead you through them.
